Moda Magazine (Modamag.com): What inspired
you to become an artist?
Antonia: Actually, I cannot remember when I
started painting. I do remember when I was born and I believe in reincarnation, so the
moment I started painting must have been in some past life. My inspiration comes from
within: from my love to see the usual in unusual ways. I suppose, the great achievements
in every sphere of human endeavor also inspire me to compete and prove that I can do
something similar in grandiosity.
Moda Magazine: How would you define art?
Antonia: Art for me is
everything done with skill and love. Very often I try to explain to people what is the
difference between art and craft. Suppose we have a painting reproduction done in a crafty
and an artistic way. How to distinguish which copy of the original is the real worth? For
an artist it is not difficult to pinpoint what a real professional does. You can examine
the strokes, the fluidity of lines and the light attitude when the painting was made,
despite that sometimes the subject could be childlike. In the craft version we find that
lines will be stiff and adraid to say what they want to convey. So, the natural conclusion
from this statement is that art is also everything bold, not affright to say what has to
be stated, for art is the ultimate expression of creativity. A creative person cannot be
slave because the occupation demands freedom and bravery. In our subconscious there is
always the image of God as the ultimate creator and we try to mach his skill of creating
the universe, but we dont have to forget that we can become free in our activities
the same way God is only if we develop the same qualities He has and one of them is
purity. So, the natural conclusion from this statement is that art is also purity.
Moda Magazine: What caused you to make the move to the US?
Antonia: I find US a
place with unlimited opportunities to reach as many people as possible. America is not one
country. I see it as a world conglomerate, because people from all over the world have
come to live here and that makes it so easy to reach people from all over the world and
thru them the entire Earth.
Moda Magazine: How is US different from Bulgaria?
Antonia: The mental
constitution of Bulgarian people is very different form the residents of US. Bulgaria is
very conservative but a historically rich country. By visiting Bulgaria a person can
experience a mixture of past and present, East and West cultures. There are places where
people live like they had lived 200 years ago. There are cities where people use the best
modern technology and cultural prosperity can offer, but the basic difference between US
and Bulgaria is the scale of the countries. United States is a big country and everything
inside its borders tries to mach the big scale, but Bulgaria is small and everything is
much more secluded. If anybody wants to find untouched experience of peace, I think, that
person can go and visit the undiscovered natural secrets of Bulgaria.
Moda Magazine: What makes your work unique?
Antonia: I think the
time and thought I put into my paintings. They are my life. I create my own world on
canvas and live there. If I had the opportunity to make the world of my paintings alive, I
would like in a similar fashion to touch every corner and create every small dot in it. I
am inspired by Vedic philosophy. Vedas are scriptures on which every nowadays science is
based knowingly or unknowingly. It is also a code by which every person can warship God,
live happily in this life and return back home back to Godhead in the end of life.
Sometimes I do paintings, which have Eastern philosophy, but I use Western techniques and
may be that is what makes my painting different.
Moda Magazine: What types of art do you work most often with?
Antonia: I do a lot of
commission work like portraitures but my favorite is to just paint without worrying about
anything and that grants my real success and makes me completely happy. I like to paint
reality, which is difficult to be seen from the dimension we live in. It is like offering
a rare gift to everybody who can see my paintings.
Moda Magazine: Is there a specific project that you are currently working
on?
Antonia: I am working
on a multimedia project at the moment, which is composed of 30 big canvases. They will be
painted one after another like a film sequence. It is an idea coming from my background as
a computer artist. The project is really interesting because it joins two totally
different types of media; fine art and digital film editing. People have done projects
with a similar concept behind in the past but they use fine art to incorporate into
computer artwork and I am trying to do the opposite.
Moda Magazine: What kind of plans do you have for the future?
Antonia: I have a plan
to create a place where everybody can be really happy. There are truths about our
existence people try to overlook and one of them is how exactly a person can be happy. We
try all life to diminish unhappiness but because the knowledge of how to contra react it
is missing, we are riding on the waves of healing and distress. Everybody has the right
just to be happy and my intention is to share a discovery about how this works. As
president of Balarama, Inc., which is nonprofit corporation for development of art and
culture, along with my associates we are working on a project to build a base where people
can be trained how to be reach tranquil by the means of art.
Moda Magazine: Who do you create art for (yourself, audience etc.)?
Antonia: I do art for
me and for my heart, which is a dwelling of God. If He is satisfied, everybody is
satisfied because He is in everybodys heart. So, I actually paint for the audience.
Or, maybe I am painting just because that is the best way to express myself.
Moda Magazine: What inspires your art?
Antonia: In the early
years as a very young artist a Bulgarian painter by the name of Vladimir Dimitrov Maistora
had inspired me. He painted very colorfully and his subjects are from our folklore. I
learned to use colors by watching his paintings. Later on when I got to think more about
the meaning of live I discovered that I am inspired not my other painters or art itself,
but by the persue to achieve perfection.